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1:07am
March 13, 2015
Two hospital stays a couple days apart. Bad enough delirium that I lost typing and gained speech. Which if you understand how my brain works, is a terrible sign. And this was the most terrifying delirium I have ever experienced. And the most impenetrable – my memory is distorted in ways I can’t untangle. And I’ve lost memory of months before. At first I didn’t even know my dad had died, or where I lived, and even my closest friends terrified me. But my brain is coming back. Not sure my hair will survive this though.
It’s feeding tube problems combined with a “dreaded both ends” virus bad enough I got tested for C. Diff. (Which I don’t have, but trust me you don’t want details). Both incredibly painful. But I’m already feeling way better. So don’t worry too much. Even though my tube is disgustingly bloody by now.
I’m planning on trying to come home in two days. I might be ready by tomorrow but I want to be absolutely sure I’m ready because I’ve already had two admissions this week. I want to go home and stay home.
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clatterbane reblogged this from withasmoothroundstone and added:I was concerned when you were getting sick, and then went offline for a while.So sorry you ended up in the hospital...
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vassraptor said: Oh crap. I’m so sorry. I hope you’re home soon and that your memory comes good.
feliscorvus said: Wow whew good to hear things are looking better. I hope I didn’t terrify you but I was terrified myself…:/- feliscorvus likes this
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bookscorpion said: Get better soon! *hugs if wanted*
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trixibelle said: Oh my goodness, I’m so sorry you’re going through that. I will be thinking of you.
fullyarticulatedgoldskeleton reblogged this from withasmoothroundstone and added:I’m glad you’re feeling better. I’m sorry it happened to begin with, though. Hoping for the best.
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madeofpatterns reblogged this from withasmoothroundstone and added:Oh wow that’s bad. Speech in that way is … I don’t have words for it but it’s bad. I’m glad you’re alive. I was worried.
- madeofpatterns said: Love and prayers and rocks.
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natalunasans said: hoping the best for you!! sorry it’s been awful. when i realized how many days you were offline i thought you must have been in the hospital.- natalunasans likes this
lymazhu said: Best wishes.
chillodesiac said: I hope you start feeling better asap ♡
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caitatonic said: Sending all the best, hoping for a quick and complication free recovery for you.
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bi--spy said: i am sending good will your way.
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