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8:33am October 2, 2010
[Picture shows a light purple sheet on my window.  You can see light coming in from behind the sheet.  Everything else but the sheet is black.]

I spent ages yesterday watching this sheet.  When I do things like that, they fill my awareness so completely that something happens that I have trouble describing.  It’s sort of like I am the sheet, rather than being someone outside of it watching the sheet.  Because I can’t perceive or think about anything else at the same time.  And then often I lose awareness of the sheet, which ends up meaning losing awareness of everything for some undefined period.

[Picture shows a light purple sheet on my window. You can see light coming in from behind the sheet. Everything else but the sheet is black.]

I spent ages yesterday watching this sheet. When I do things like that, they fill my awareness so completely that something happens that I have trouble describing. It’s sort of like I am the sheet, rather than being someone outside of it watching the sheet. Because I can’t perceive or think about anything else at the same time. And then often I lose awareness of the sheet, which ends up meaning losing awareness of everything for some undefined period.