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8:01am July 1, 2015

perimyotis:

tbh it still fucks me up how for literally months i was in visible intense pain on this blog and then i made one tiny post that was mean about the person who had been treating me like shit and knowingly making me feel fucking pushed out of safe spaces and someone decided that that was SO unacceptable that they had to message me and tell me how mean i was being.

it basically validated all my fears that [redacted]’s social capital would protect him even if i told other ppl in the ~community~ because here was this person who saw the pain i was in daily but came running to his defense the moment i said something “mean” about him.

A similar thing happened to me when I started speaking up about cyberbullying recently. Nobody had bugged me for awhile but instantly I started getting messages saying I was a fraud with no real medical conditions or disabilities etc. And to seek psychiatric help (funny, when I sought psychiatric help I got that autism diagnosis these bullies love to deny the existence of, without even seeking it). All it tells me is there are people reading my blog ready to pounce if I show any sign of overt resistance to their bullying agendas. Which isn’t surprising given what a bully is. They would think that anon hate would make me stop talking about them.