10:15am October 6, 2010

The damage report circuits are damaged.

I feel as okay as I have recently but it is swimming against a heavy current to write this. Every time I try to write what is happening without steeling myself hard, I write random phrases from the phrase-generator in my head. I cannot write much more than this, only that there is a large disconnect between my felt abilities and my actual ones, and it is too hard to use my own words, too much fighting.