7:23pm October 10, 2010

Feeling heavy

No, not that way. A nondisabled person of my weight would never feel this way, and the skinny 105-pound disabled person I used to be often felt this way.

This is about exhaustion all the way into the muscles. Being fairly limp. Picking my hand up to type this takes considerable effort. I feel like I’m a planet with higher gravity.

My mind is also quite blank. I get the sense I could stay this way for hours and barely notice.