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8:51am
December 6, 2011
![[Photo shows a road with cars in it, and some small trees with the leaves gone.]
It’s too bad I have no rapid way (or no way at all) to take a photo and make it look how I see things. Of course my mind must be fuzzy if I expected otherwise.
At any rate I’m outside waiting for a van to take me to physical therapy, and just stepping outside my apartment has caused everything to fall apart visually. And people wonder why I’m capable of walking into the middle of the street and not realizing, even when my brain is working well.
(And right now my mind itself is… the best way I can put it is flickering in and out irregularly like a bad fluorescent light. I hope it’s “on” enough today because I’ve got two medical appointments and I can’t afford to not tell them certain things. I don’t want to just sit there with my brain idling while they yammer at me in words that sound like nothing in particular.)](http://40.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvsbt9hgry1qdmvbuo1_500.png)
[Photo shows a road with cars in it, and some small trees with the leaves gone.]
It’s too bad I have no rapid way (or no way at all) to take a photo and make it look how I see things. Of course my mind must be fuzzy if I expected otherwise.
At any rate I’m outside waiting for a van to take me to physical therapy, and just stepping outside my apartment has caused everything to fall apart visually. And people wonder why I’m capable of walking into the middle of the street and not realizing, even when my brain is working well.
(And right now my mind itself is… the best way I can put it is flickering in and out irregularly like a bad fluorescent light. I hope it’s “on” enough today because I’ve got two medical appointments and I can’t afford to not tell them certain things. I don’t want to just sit there with my brain idling while they yammer at me in words that sound like nothing in particular.)