12:45pm January 9, 2012

Bleurrrrrgh

I don’t know if this is an illness or a medication error. But I woke up around one in the morning after only a few hours sleep, feeling crappy and tired but not sleepy. And my brain is sort of like… lurching along to the beat of a Disney Acid Sequence I saw in an old Betty Boop cartoon once. I don’t know why my weird brain states are always associated with music – either chirpy saccharine stuff or sludgy sickening stuff.

And my brain is all… fuzzled or something. It doesn’t want to make words come out. Or thoughts.

It’s kinda weird (okay my iPod spellcheck apparently contains kinda) the way different people’s brains work. I was reading someone’s blog and I noticed her brain liked to sort of slide sideways a lot. Like it creates its own thoughts about thoughts without having to refer back to anything. And does that in an unusual way leading to things people seem to call “random”. I don’t think I could make my brain behave that way if I tried.

But right now it’s still behaving in ways quite unusual to me. And my arm is getting way too tired from typing. On an iPod. With my arm already propped on a pillow. WTF.

Oh well. Sucks but it’ll be over eventually. Now if my brain would stop trying to replicate “Minnie the Moocher” I’d be really happy.

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