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9:06am March 19, 2012

➸ "You don't need this junk. You need a cat.": Still feel like shit

soilrockslove:

youneedacat:

And now I’m all weird and nauseated and when I close my eyes my skin looks strange in my head. Like coconut bread, toasted or something, with slits in it. I don’t know why my skin turns into bread or dough when I get woozy. And I’m really light headed, worse when I stand, which isn’t normal for me…

You sound like you’re on the edge of some pretty serious bad stuff.  My suggestion (for what it’s worth) is that monitoring yourself should come first for now - and if writing interferes with that, then don’t write.

I hope you get over this and feel better soon.

Yeah. My friend’s judgement was “doing better but still precarious”. So I finally went to sleep, but not without a serious fight with the impulse to Keep Doing Stuff.