12:58pm March 27, 2012

OMG. I can’t believe this.

How much that last post. All the ideas in it. Have made even reading about really horrible events on my dash less triggering. Not that it’s necessarily that easy. There’s a lot of clarity right now and in moments of confusion it will be harder. But wow. This is definitely one of those moments where everything shifts. Or how a friend, when we played WoW together, talked about it – “gaining a level”. I don’t know if I’ve gained one or am in the process of doing so, but it’s definitely one of the two because this shift in my worldview is huge. And completely unexpected. Like this possibility simply didn’t exist in my head. I hope it stays. (Often I find I get a little time of clarity to get used to a worldview change before having to use it in real time complex difficult situations. Other times it just sticks and the problem never returns.)

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