2:18pm April 8, 2012

I don’t like sleep deprivation.

So I’m getting really intense tics. Only because of energy level or movement disorders canceling each other out or something, my body never actually moves. I can feel it spreading through my body but it’s like a wave. It washes through me then it’s gone. For now.

My fingers are all over the place when I’m not using them though. But I think those movements come from somewhere other than tics in the brain. I can even feel it affecting my typing rhythm and stuff.

[And then suddenly my whole body was doing stuff and I caught some of it on video, uploaded separately.]

And lots of parts of me are burning. But it’s fuzzy. Like burning cotton. Other places just feel stuffed with cotton.

I’m wearing blue but not because of autism awareness BS. It’s just the only color that doesn’t hurt a little to look at.

I am in one of those modes where I want the world to go away permanently, which is pretty good evidence I am nearing shutdown. Meh.

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