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12:49pm May 30, 2012
autisticproblems: Autistic Problem Number 37: Not wanting to wear clothing, but having to put things on because other people seeing you naked is more unbearable. Or in my case, not wanting to wear clothing, but having to put things on anyway. Because while I have very few qualms about people seeing me naked, I’ve learned that having very few qualms about it sets me up to not recognize the first level of intrusion when abuse is going on. So I have to train myself to remember never to be naked in front of people, and to feel invaded if people see me naked. Even though much of the time, I’d way rather be naked. Because clothes hurt very easily.

autisticproblems:

Autistic Problem Number 37: Not wanting to wear clothing, but having to put things on because other people seeing you naked is more unbearable.

Or in my case, not wanting to wear clothing, but having to put things on anyway. Because while I have very few qualms about people seeing me naked, I’ve learned that having very few qualms about it sets me up to not recognize the first level of intrusion when abuse is going on. So I have to train myself to remember never to be naked in front of people, and to feel invaded if people see me naked. Even though much of the time, I’d way rather be naked. Because clothes hurt very easily.