1:57pm August 13, 2012

EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE HURTS WTF FUCK.

And anything touching me hurts like hell – hair clothes bipap mask pillow blankets bed air sweat saliva everything. Joints all hurt like hell. Skin hurts like hell. Parts of my body that I’m not sure what they are hurt like hell. Eyelids. Everything. Typing hurts like hell even though I’m just barely tapping an iPod screen. And concepts and words all hurt too and lots of other brain processes.

All I can hope for is that somehow despite all this I’ll fall asleep and miss out on part of the period of time this pain will exist for.

And now I shall stop typing about it because concentrating on pain always makes it worse. But I was definitely right in my last post that my agitation and discomfort was due to severe pain my brain was processing wrong. Now it’s processing it right and… this is still hell.