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4:38pm August 18, 2012
[Light seen through a brown bedsheet.] I love my new bedsheets. I can go under them and pretend I’m underground like a plant. Which is surprisingly reassuring right now. Because I’m in godawful pain. Easily 8. I can’t locate it. It’s searing. And it’s everywhere and nowhere. And it’s unbearably intense yet I can’t find it on my body. And I bet it’s related to amitriptyline withdrawal. And it’s hard to think and type and do words and I want to cry because I can’t get away from it can’t sleep can’t watch movies can’t anything to distract myself. Aside from maybe sheets. A little anyway.

[Light seen through a brown bedsheet.]

I love my new bedsheets. I can go under them and pretend I’m underground like a plant.

Which is surprisingly reassuring right now. Because I’m in godawful pain. Easily 8. I can’t locate it. It’s searing. And it’s everywhere and nowhere. And it’s unbearably intense yet I can’t find it on my body. And I bet it’s related to amitriptyline withdrawal. And it’s hard to think and type and do words and I want to cry because I can’t get away from it can’t sleep can’t watch movies can’t anything to distract myself. Aside from maybe sheets. A little anyway.

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