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10:01am August 22, 2012

➸ i know she breaks my siren.: i’ve never felt so crippled by everything. by the lack of dopamine,...

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i’ve never felt so crippled by everything. by the lack of dopamine, the autism, the way my life has turned out. everything beats me down. i am so exhausted all the time. doing things seems unfathomable to me, because even if i had the energy, i have no idea how i’d even begin to go about doing…

There’s no guarantee it will turn out this way for you. But getting help to do all the things I can’t do, has helped me a good deal. It takes away the overload and anxiety of having to constantly be aware there are tons of things not getting done and you can only get a fraction of them done. And I’m okay with myself now, even though I wasn’t okay with myself back when I could do a lot more than I can now. I think I could have also become okay with it before I got the assistance, but it would have been much harder because being behind on eating and living in an unclean environment really messes up my emotions.