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2:44pm October 17, 2012
I think I literally spent days staring in that vague direction. And not making any sense of it at all, considering what I remember happening, versus what’s in the photo. I can remember when I sort of realized I was in a hospital room, but that was a long time after I was moved here. (From the time I was moved there onward, I basically stared up the IV pole except when I slept. I think I remember my bed flying, too. Hospitals are weird places to be delirious. Which is actually, aside from sickness, why they have such a high delirium rate. They actually promote delirium and don’t do anything to stop it, except if the person gets violent or sometimes ICUs have a policy about it. But most hospital wards don’t. Which is very bad.)

I think I literally spent days staring in that vague direction. And not making any sense of it at all, considering what I remember happening, versus what’s in the photo. I can remember when I sort of realized I was in a hospital room, but that was a long time after I was moved here. (From the time I was moved there onward, I basically stared up the IV pole except when I slept. I think I remember my bed flying, too. Hospitals are weird places to be delirious. Which is actually, aside from sickness, why they have such a high delirium rate. They actually promote delirium and don’t do anything to stop it, except if the person gets violent or sometimes ICUs have a policy about it. But most hospital wards don’t. Which is very bad.)