6:46pm December 19, 2012

More update

So yesterday was hell and I spent the whole day on this momentum thing to try to outrun the pain until I crashed. It didn’t really work. I was all the more sensitive because my brain was waking up and that always hurts more as your awareness grows.

Today was another day I lost, couldn’t stay awake again until evening even after a full nights sleep. Then woke up to the usual blast of pain and wished I hadn’t. Now back to trying unsuccessfully to distract myself and wishing like hell this would get down to seven or below.

I really hope today doesn’t mean my brain checked out again because then that means tomorrow may be like yesterday – re-entry into brain-land. Meh. I might refuse a resident next nerve block if this keeps up much longer.