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3:43pm December 28, 2012

Please, finger, connect with something before something too weird happens. Please hide all the weirdness. All these things I don’t understand. Type words and force my brain to do something other than scare me.

There was a thing, I only saw it in my thoughts. Two long tubes, too fungal to be flowers. And that feeling like that place is too close. Remember it’s not a place. Not a place. A manifestation of my confusion. If I think it’s a place, that’s this much less reality I understand.

I feel things. Burning. Seems to be everywhere I can feel. But I only feel myself in parts. Left side. Belly. Back. Shin. Hand. That kind of thing. All burning.

And my mind feels rubbery. I don’t think that’s a good sign. Underneath though I keep getting these flashes of wooden depth. It’s too easy to get confused.

And whenever I close my eyes there’s this cascade of images. Some are from things I’ve seen on real life or TV but others are out of nowhere. And I can’t seem to stop them.

I’m not sure what to do. Maybe I should stop writing. Just afraid if I stop writing I’ll stop thinking clearly. But not sure I’m thinking clearly at all.

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