8:24pm December 28, 2012

Okay all that before?

Seizure aura. How’d I figure that out? Had a very obvious complex-partial. I am actually less concerned about that than I would be about increasing delirium again. Although I’m now in that really painful post-ictal phase. But I actually think I am okay. And it explains all of tonight’s weirdness.

Was like I had a sense of emptiness closing in. And then a switch flipped and I was tired and groggy. Another switch flipped and my head fell over and couldn’t move. And then another switch flipped and I was less confused and could move again but felt like hell suddenly. That sort of thing is too sudden and switch-like to be anything but a seizure. And that’s actually comforting because it gives a concrete reason for all the fucked up things that happened all afternoon. Hopefully now I can just sleep it off. It’s weird I have rarely been glad to have a seizure before.

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