3:20pm February 27, 2013

Everything brain is all wonky

Hard to hold conversations in person due to keep zoning out and typing gibberish.

Things shatter and fall apart and blow around in the wind and they feel like me things and confusing.

Couldn’t meet with my case manager due to couldn’t type or think well enough. She told me please sleep and she will come back tomorrow.

I guess I not sleeping but I been writing because connection to things trying to get.

Besides all the delirium stuff I am really upset about the kinds of choices I have to make about my body. Between that and pain from the blood clot, I was crying so weird it sounded like howling last night.

Better actually sleep but wanted to connect outside world first. Because inside world shaky and scary.

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