10:09am March 15, 2013

Argh.

I was beginning to feel good this morning. Not healthy. But good. And then I chose my breakfast. Ensure. Not Ensure Plus. Only the 250 calorie version. The last I’d eaten was last night an Ensure Plus around 6:30, only two such meals yesterday at all. (Normally I fit in four.)

And somehow the lightest version of Ensure was still too much and I feel yukkified.

I hope this is only a response to my recent stupidity. And not a long-term trend. Because I’m planning on taking things very light and only eating one other of these today, but my suspicion is I’ll get really nauseated over that as well. But this isn’t the sort of thing you can do indefinitely. And I’m kind of nervous because the past couple years have seen abrupt extreme drops in the amount of food my stomach will hold. Maybe it’s equally stupid to assume this will be one of them, but I’m nervous anyway.

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