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11:56pm March 27, 2013

Precarious

Anne and my DPA both seem to think I keep swinging from a near emergency state to merely urgent, in terms of illness.

And I feel so weird.

One minute I really didn’t think I could get to the bathroom. Not even my bedside commode. And back. Safely. Without collapsing.

Then I waited awhile and was able to do it but only just. But then…

Too damn precarious and my friend’s worried just the infection could kill me without even the breathing part being the main problem.

And I’ve felt like I could fall into negative spoons without even trying without doing anything at all just sudden. She agrees.

So if I end up in the ER or even in the hospital staying… That’s why. Damn wanted to wait to the sleep study but everything seems to be closing in on me.