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4:01am March 30, 2013
So it looks like to prevent all these aspirations I’ll be getting a G-J tube. G for relieving stomach pressure. J for eating. Last I heard they were scheduling this for Monday or Tuesday maybe. I dread the pain but look forward to maybe maybe maybe not getting pneumonia every week or two and wondering always which one will kill me. ll I have to hope is I don’t run into another doctor telling me it’s better to let me die that try the only good solution we have short of removing my stomach. They don’t see it quite like that but it’s what they mean. Then they realize I understand this and want to live and things get awkward.

So it looks like to prevent all these aspirations I’ll be getting a G-J tube. G for relieving stomach pressure. J for eating. Last I heard they were scheduling this for Monday or Tuesday maybe. I dread the pain but look forward to maybe maybe maybe not getting pneumonia every week or two and wondering always which one will kill me.

ll I have to hope is I don’t run into another doctor telling me it’s better to let me die that try the only good solution we have short of removing my stomach. They don’t see it quite like that but it’s what they mean. Then they realize I understand this and want to live and things get awkward.

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