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4:01pm April 7, 2013

Found out I’ve dropped 25 pounds again pretty rapidly recently.

This is always a bad sign as far as eating is concerned. I hope the tube feeding lets me maintain a stable weight. (No, just because I am fat doesn’t mean losing huge amounts of weight because I can’t eat is a good thing. It just means I don’t become emaciated quickly. It still can mean I’m burning muscle and other awful unhealthy things.)

They weighed me and I was about 200 pounds. Which is just a little over what I weighed before I became unable to exercise. Like last summer I had no idea I’d dropped so much weight so fast, it seems to just happen when I can’t eat.