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11:21am April 18, 2013
This is the interventional radiology room that now terrifies me. Like I went in there and immediately started panicking. I didn’t expect to have that reaction. But it’s where they put in my feeding tube with a major anesthetic malfunction. So I felt the entire surgery and it was horribly painful. And so I apparently now am scared of the room it happened in, even though I didn’t expect to have that reaction at all. I couldn’t control myself I just started freaking out. Hopefully that will stop happening if I have to keep going in there. But this time I was there, what they did to adjust the tube was painful enough to make me cry. Because it had pulled out and part of it got embedded between my guts and my skin and that was what brought my pain up to a nine the other night. And when they pushed it back in, it hurt like hell. So I hope this room isn’t going to become permanently traumatic or something.

This is the interventional radiology room that now terrifies me. Like I went in there and immediately started panicking. I didn’t expect to have that reaction. But it’s where they put in my feeding tube with a major anesthetic malfunction. So I felt the entire surgery and it was horribly painful. And so I apparently now am scared of the room it happened in, even though I didn’t expect to have that reaction at all. I couldn’t control myself I just started freaking out. Hopefully that will stop happening if I have to keep going in there. But this time I was there, what they did to adjust the tube was painful enough to make me cry. Because it had pulled out and part of it got embedded between my guts and my skin and that was what brought my pain up to a nine the other night. And when they pushed it back in, it hurt like hell. So I hope this room isn’t going to become permanently traumatic or something.

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