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1:20am May 15, 2013

When I get anxious I have dreams where I have to carry my cat everywhere.

I am going from one place to another. And somehow I have to carry her. Sometimes she’s in a carrier. Sometimes she’s in my arms. Often she gets loose or fights with another cat or somehow otherwise messes things up and makes them harder. And always there’s the constant fear that I will drop her and she will run off, and she will not ever get to wherever I am trying to go. Sometimes where I’m trying to go isn’t clear, I’m just carrying Fey forever. And it’s nerve wracking and I often don’t feel rested when I wake up.