3:25am June 14, 2013

Ugh bile and more bile.

Really nauseated. But my burp cup is soaking and didn’t have the motor planning to rinse it. So I stood over the toilet until my legs ached and drained my g tube, seemed like forever, with it mostly pouring out of there really fast. No wonder I was nauseated. My stomach feels blessedly empty now that I drained all that bile out.

Tomorrow I get my tube examined and I am terribly nervous because they always blame me for anything going wrong. But I have to. It’s rotated in a way I can’t correct. It leaks when I try to suction bile out. I’ve had blood come out the g tube – coffee grounds style. And other things too. But I’m going with an interpreter who won’t take crap if they try to blame me or talk over me or rush me. At least I hope I am. It seems too good to be true until she is at the hospital with me. I never have such protection.

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