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3:21am June 16, 2013
Brown and blue clothes. I may have virtually no money for the rest of the month because I got confused and tried to spend the exact same money three times. (And then freaked because even though such mistakes are apparently normal, I’m DD and have been taught if I screw up money even once I don’t belong in the adult world and may need a guardian.) But I do now have clothes that: 1. Are the colors that don’t hurt my eyes ever (blue and brown.) 2. Are practical for bed. (Skirts.Seriously pants don’t work well.) 3. Are practical for feeding tubes. (Skirt + shirt, never robe or dress or any one-piece item.) 4. Are a compromise between my taste in clothes and what is considered respectable adult clothing. (I hate to have to make that compromise. But I am dealing with so much discrimination I feel like I have to make an effort to look adult.) 5. Are suitable for tilting wheelchairs with elevating legs (skirts long enough to not show underwear). 6. Are comfortable. I also got one suit just to have one in case I ever need it. I think suits look ridiculous but apparently they are needed on some occasions. Anyway I got everything really cheap but forgot that lots of cheap adds up to expensive. I still feel horrible because I normally leave a huge margin just because I am terrible at calculating. But at least I now have good clothes. Even if I should have spread that out over months. My friend made me a blue adjustable belt for my drainage bag to hang on. So that even matches. The good thing about blue and brown besides not hurting eyes, is everything matches everything.

Brown and blue clothes.

I may have virtually no money for the rest of the month because I got confused and tried to spend the exact same money three times. (And then freaked because even though such mistakes are apparently normal, I’m DD and have been taught if I screw up money even once I don’t belong in the adult world and may need a guardian.)

But I do now have clothes that:

1. Are the colors that don’t hurt my eyes ever (blue and brown.)

2. Are practical for bed. (Skirts.Seriously pants don’t work well.)

3. Are practical for feeding tubes. (Skirt + shirt, never robe or dress or any one-piece item.)

4. Are a compromise between my taste in clothes and what is considered respectable adult clothing. (I hate to have to make that compromise. But I am dealing with so much discrimination I feel like I have to make an effort to look adult.)

5. Are suitable for tilting wheelchairs with elevating legs (skirts long enough to not show underwear).

6. Are comfortable.

I also got one suit just to have one in case I ever need it. I think suits look ridiculous but apparently they are needed on some occasions.

Anyway I got everything really cheap but forgot that lots of cheap adds up to expensive. I still feel horrible because I normally leave a huge margin just because I am terrible at calculating.

But at least I now have good clothes. Even if I should have spread that out over months.

My friend made me a blue adjustable belt for my drainage bag to hang on. So that even matches. The good thing about blue and brown besides not hurting eyes, is everything matches everything.

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