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10:22am September 5, 2013
I’m waiting at the hospital. No sleep. Doing that thing where I have trouble localizing myself to my body. Which is always a bad sign. Hard to notice myself specific to here and that’s bad bad bad. It means bits of me are coming unwoven that need to be woven.  Exhausted despite Mestinon.  Using oxygen because otherwise it would be worse. Feel heavy. Blech. I’m here because my stomach has been bleeding ever since my tube came out during my last hospital stay. But I need to get down from the clouds or I won’t be any use here. Also I’m using something similar to Swype and half the time when I type “hospital” it says “godforsaken” instead.

I’m waiting at the hospital. No sleep. Doing that thing where I have trouble localizing myself to my body. Which is always a bad sign. Hard to notice myself specific to here and that’s bad bad bad. It means bits of me are coming unwoven that need to be woven.  Exhausted despite Mestinon.  Using oxygen because otherwise it would be worse. Feel heavy. Blech.

I’m here because my stomach has been bleeding ever since my tube came out during my last hospital stay.

But I need to get down from the clouds or I won’t be any use here.

Also I’m using something similar to Swype and half the time when I type “hospital” it says “godforsaken” instead.

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