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5:20am September 15, 2013

Holy crap this is weird

Apparently sometimes all it takes is seeing something about yourself that you had been carefully hiding from yourself…

…and once seen, it just sort of peters out? I mean I know it could come back at any time. But I was prepared that every time I got near a certain subject, I would have to fight off my interest-for-all-the-wrong-reasons. But whenever I look for that, I see nothing.  Just a weird indifference where interest used to be. Not that there’s no longer interest. But THAT particular form of interest is gone.

Sorry for being vague with these last couple posts, but I don’t really feel like appearing in public in my mental underwear when I’ve only just barely uncovered things myself for the first time. And it’s not just one thing, it’s lots of things. Because I’m looking at everything.