7:42pm October 15, 2013

Anne?

Do you have any idea what’s happening to my body?

I feel like hell.

Like I thought I was getting better and then wham.  Today happened. And I feel like I’m in the hospital but I can’t pin down why.

I think maybe there’s an infection germinating in my lungs.

Also all the bile I got out of my stomach today was this very pale yellow. And something tells me that’s actually surprisingly meaningful but I don’t know the meaning I just know it goes along with this awful feeling.

And my pressure sores hurt. Which is actually good. Because if they don’t hurt that means they are worse off. But still. Painful.

Definitely a bad feeling in my chest.

Also a smell and taste to my entire body that’s unusual.

And severe exhaustion. I’m keeping an eye on that in case this goes to pneumonia.

Also pain from having to lie on my side yet with the bed tilted up.

So… If you can put any of that (or anything you call feel from my body) together into an explanation that makes sense, I would be happy and pleasantly surprised.

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