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8:39pm
May 18, 2014
I feel better today.
I still feel half-in and half-out in a strange way, though.
Like it would not take a whole lot to make me go into allistic mode all-other no-self (it’s going to be so, so hard to not use the word ‘allistic’ to mean a specific autistic people's state of consciousness) again. Like it’s not happening right now, but the door is open, and there is danger. Like I’m not quite back to myself. Yet I’m not totally removed from it either.
And I’m extremely tired.
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autisticwolfesbrainisautistic reblogged this from madeofpatterns and added:Can either of you (OP or patterns), if it’s not too much trouble/too triggery, elaborate on the “all-other, no-self”...
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madeofpatterns reblogged this from withasmoothroundstone and added:I wonder if posting p2g screenshots would be safer than direct typing in this state of mind?
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