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3:16pm June 13, 2014
This was after physical therapy.  It was actually pleasantly distracting, the only distraction I’ve really had since all this started.  But also exhausting.  So this was how I looked before I got home.  Right now I’m on the toilet and Fey is running around the house making noises that alternately sound like a very angry sheep, and yowling that’s kind of like worwwwoowwwwwwwllll rowllllwwwwwwwlllll wwwroooowwwwwwlllllwwwwwooollllllllwoolloolllowwwoowwwolllll. And I’m hoping, really hoping, that I’ll get a couple hours of sleep in.  I don’t know yet whether that’s going to happen, but I hope it will, because I need sleep.  If the VNA person comes right now and interrupts that possibility I might be pissed, but I might also really need the assistance, so who knows how I’ll feel if that happens.  I don’t know if I missed my VNA appointment by a few minutes or not getting home late. I’m more focused than I was when I left earlier, but also far, far more tired and in pain. I’m trying to think of a tag to put all my random stressiness on so people can block it if they want (I have a feeling this is going to be an ongoing thing), but I haven’t found one yet and right now I’m too tired to think of creative tags for stuff like that. Oh and I am at roughly 7.5 on the pain scale at this point, so this is going on my pain scale selfies tag too.  But a lot of the look on my face is overload and shutdown and stress as much as it is pain. Blech I need to shut up and get off the toilet and go to bed.  Especially with Fey in here doing that thing she does where she thinks that going to the bathroom ought to be a family activity so she comes in and uses the litter box while I’m on the toilet and stinks up the bathroom. And I do not get to sleep, because an LNA is showing up, so I have to get washed up and crap before I can sleep.  And Fey is growling almost.  

This was after physical therapy.  It was actually pleasantly distracting, the only distraction I’ve really had since all this started.  But also exhausting.  So this was how I looked before I got home.  Right now I’m on the toilet and Fey is running around the house making noises that alternately sound like a very angry sheep, and yowling that’s kind of like worwwwoowwwwwwwllll rowllllwwwwwwwlllll wwwroooowwwwwwlllllwwwwwooollllllllwoolloolllowwwoowwwolllll.

And I’m hoping, really hoping, that I’ll get a couple hours of sleep in.  I don’t know yet whether that’s going to happen, but I hope it will, because I need sleep.  If the VNA person comes right now and interrupts that possibility I might be pissed, but I might also really need the assistance, so who knows how I’ll feel if that happens.  I don’t know if I missed my VNA appointment by a few minutes or not getting home late.

I’m more focused than I was when I left earlier, but also far, far more tired and in pain.

I’m trying to think of a tag to put all my random stressiness on so people can block it if they want (I have a feeling this is going to be an ongoing thing), but I haven’t found one yet and right now I’m too tired to think of creative tags for stuff like that.

Oh and I am at roughly 7.5 on the pain scale at this point, so this is going on my pain scale selfies tag too.  But a lot of the look on my face is overload and shutdown and stress as much as it is pain.

Blech I need to shut up and get off the toilet and go to bed.  Especially with Fey in here doing that thing she does where she thinks that going to the bathroom ought to be a family activity so she comes in and uses the litter box while I’m on the toilet and stinks up the bathroom.

And I do not get to sleep, because an LNA is showing up, so I have to get washed up and crap before I can sleep.  And Fey is growling almost.