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2:57am June 25, 2014
Anonymous asked: I had a autopilot related thing, which an ex abuser used to make me forget my own power of will for like, 8 years. I didn't even persue a bunch of goals of mines because I was on autopilot, to please her. I was in a state of delusion. It took, 2 or 3 life changing movies, 3 or 4 decent friends and a year (or 2) of soul searching to reset so my own wills and desires mattered to me. I have no troubles with communication as such, I did have issues with desire seeking/remembering.

That sounds absolutely horrible.  And like the kind of thing the wrong kind of person would absolutely exploit.  I am really glad you had decent friends, that can make all the difference in the world to getting out of a situation like that.

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  1. theubermenschthatmakesyoucry said: I lost my real sense of pride in myself, a long time ago. If it was ever there.
  2. withasmoothroundstone posted this