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8:33pm July 24, 2014

I should make that a general post too:

I am taking too many people too literally today, or taking things in the wrong way in general.  My brain is not working.  Sorry.  I had a missing staff person tonight, throwing my entire medication routine off, and someone made fun of me on my other blog in a way that normally wouldn’t throw me, but today it did, because today everything is throwing me off-balance.  [In particular they made fun of something very heartfelt in a very mean-spirited way that sounded like a second-grader trying to go “ha ha neener neener” but actually penetrated my usually-good defenses for things like that and almost made me cry.]  I need time to get back on-balance.  If I appear to be acting strange, this is why.  My brain feels fuzzy and like it’s being pelted with things.  Please make some allowances, I would be very, very grateful.  Hopefully I’ll be back to your regularly scheduled Mel after I sleep some, whenever that happens. And after I get my night meds, which still hasn’t happened.

Notes:
  1. callmemonstrous said: i’m so sorry you feel so out of it :( i hope you don’t feel too bad right now and are able to relax and chill and feel better
  2. imtotallymyself said: I get brain fuzzies too, sometimes, when I’m tired or stressed out. Get better soon.
  3. dusty-soul said: I am making my *I am trying to comfort you, your pain makes me sad, I want you to not be sad* noise at you. It’s a very calming and slow “wwoooo aa wwooo aa woooo a ooo” made in the chest, and echos very deeply in the throat.
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