as small as a world and as large as alone

4:23pm July 28, 2014

discare:

Do you ever just wish you could unmeet someone? like maybe they were great up first, or even for awhile. But then they cause you so much pain and sadness that it wasn’t even worth the good times. So now they’re just stuck in your life, in your fuckin thoughts. You want them out but nope, forever they’ll be part of you.

Waaaaaay too many times.  But then I’ve had several instances of bullies masquerading as friends, and that just sucks, forever.  Especially when you want them out of your life and they won’t leave you alone, and you can’t get rid of them even though you never actually interact with them anymore.  Like… I don’t understand why these people are so fucking interested in me when I haven’t seen them since I was 15 and haven’t talked to them since I was 19 and I’m fucking 34 now.  Like why are they even interested in fucking up my life, all this time in the future from when we actually knew each other?  It’s a mystery to me and everyone who ever knew both me and them.  But they are trying to fuck up my life, actively, and it’s really fucking annoying.

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