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3:10pm August 28, 2014

Also I remember from the dentist

That I’d almost go into a trance, and the dental hygienists would get really worried about me and shake me and ask me if I was okay.

And then I’d get home and feel like this, just like this.

HOLY CRAP body I get the fucking idea already, you don’t like when people poke things in holes.

Now STOP, because I GET IT.  I don’t need to be reminded all fucking day long that someone stuck a wire down my stoma and removed one tube and put another in.

It didn’t even hurt.  Not even a little.  So I don’t know WTF you’re complaining about so much.  FFS just calm down.

Like… marginally better is not good enough, when it’s marginally better than utterly horrible.

And I do have some kind of headache. Feels occipital though, not my typical migraine.  And double-sided, also not typical for a migraine.  IDK WTF is going on.  I also know that sleep is dangerous because I ate a bit of yogurt and haven’t drained it out of my stomach yet, so if I sleep I will aspirate, and I can’t risk that.  But i’m getting closer to sleep than I could before, and that feels like a good sign, even though honestly I feel like trash right now.