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8:31pm
September 5, 2014
I’m weird because boobs don’t cause dysphoria but oh god does “looking pregnant”.
I think it’s because I only have sex dysphoria not gender dysphoria so declaration of me being a girl does not bother me as much as declaration that I look like I have a uterus.
OH GOD THEY CAN SEE THE EXISTENCE OF MY REPRODUCTIVE SYSTEM NO NO MY VAGINA EXISTS WHY *cries and hides*.
I really wish my reproductive system was sort of… not there. And honestly there are legit medical reasons I could get parts of it removed, but putting myself through surgery with adrenal insufficiency seems unnecessarily risky unless I get pre-cancerous like my mom and grandma did. And even that would only remove parts of it. :-/ They don’t have anything for what I actually want down there, even if I were willing to discuss it in depth in public, which I am not. :-/
I just went through a gyno exam and managed to come out the other side without screaming my head off, which is serious progress.
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bittersnurr reblogged this from withasmoothroundstone and added:Yeah it’s a hard decision to weigh. Is my dysphoria so bad I need to risk that? It’s a really hard choice because it’s...
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withasmoothroundstone reblogged this from bittersnurr and added:I really wish my reproductive system was sort of… not there. And honestly there are legit medical reasons I could get...
familiaralien said: DESTROY DA VAGINA
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