as small as a world and as large as alone

12:46am September 14, 2014

bittersnurr:

do you ever get really anxious about what you reblog

like I post PRACTICALLY NOTHING on any of my blogs mostly because I am afraid of being annoying but also hatemail.

Because I do NOT DO WELL with hate mail. I have been lucky so far that my hate mail has been so inept its hilarious. (my favorite was the accusation of “bad penis ally” EXCUSE YOU for your information I have helped MULTIPLE PEOPLE who hate dicks become more comfortable with them by putting funny hats on them I am THE BEST penis ally this is possibly my best achievement).

But the result is I basically avoid rebloging things because of a 1% chance someone will be mad at me. I don’t care if people unfollow me but especially on my main blog, I have posted a couple things that MAYBE should have gone one and had reblogs Say. Things. That kind of are a red flag that if I was a little less vague in a post I would be getting angry people after me.

Then sometimes I’m just worried about being spammy

I’m being spammy today aren’t I. 5 posts in the last 2 hours whoops.

I could probably be reblogging more stupid crap but WHAT IF ANNOYING IDK

I actually reblogged someone’s innocent-looking kitten picture and got told very sternly to not reblog that or anything from them ever again.  Later I was told that I’d said something offensive (or that someone took as meaning something offensive, since I’m pretty sure it didn’t mean what they thought it meant), probably months ago, and that this was why.  I mean… KITTENS, why?!!

But I’ve got a much thicker skin than I used to, due to years of an organized cyberstalking and defamation campaign.  After that, I can put up with nearly anything.  But it annoys me, the cyber-shunning, the “Don’t reblog kittens from someone else who reblogged my kittens, because I don’t like something you said” thing, that bugs me.

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