as small as a world and as large as alone

1:09pm September 14, 2014

arotrash:

sometimes i think i dont really understand whats the point of being nice.

am i being nice because thats what i want to do? is it because thats what i was taught? because everybody says you should be nice?

whats the point of not being nice? am i trying to be nice so i can feel good about myself? am i doing it so others will like me?

whats the point of being an asshole if thats going to put someone down? why would i want to make someone feel bad about themselves?

am i actually good or am i just covering the bad parts and showing the good ones? whats the difference? if i have bad or indifferent thoughts but i chose to say good things instead, am i fake or am i hiding the real me?

which is the real me?
is there a way of telling them apart?

I think it’s okay to have bad or indifferent thoughts but say good things instead, depending on why you’re doing it.  Because it’s not always necessary to say everything you’re thinking, especially if it will hurt someone and there’s no good reason to hurt them.  

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