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1:49pm September 23, 2014

I had a dream about living in Maine again.

nicocoer:

And now I’m sad because I don’t live in Maine anymore and haven’t for a long time. And won’t in the foreseeable future. :(

I wish I didn’t know how you feel.

I’ll never live in the redwoods again, to my knowledge.  I feel like an exile, like a permanent exile.  Like maybe I’ll get to visit, but I’ll never be able to live there again, and that’s one of the few serious losses in my life that I regret horribly.  I get homesick, a lot.  And the thing is, I only lived in the redwoods a tiny portion of my childhood, and then a tiny portion of my adulthood, but it’s like they stuck to me in a way that no place has ever stuck to me, so that no matter where I go they’re part of me and they are always calling me home.

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  1. thegreenanole said: One day we’ll go to Maine. I’d like that, anyway. :)
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    I wish I didn’t know how you feel. I’ll never live in the redwoods again, to my knowledge. I feel like an exile, like a...
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